Waiting is a funny thing. You wait and wait and it drives you crazy. Why aren’t things happening?? Why can’t we move forward yet? It feels like someone hit the pause button on life. And so you wait some more.
And you wait….
And you wait…
And you get comfortable waiting.
And then all the sudden, something happens, and you’re not waiting anymore. You’re like an arrow shot straight from a bow. No stopping, no slowing down, headed straight toward the target you’ve been waiting for.
But, wait, I’m comfortable waiting. This…this not waiting thing, I don’t like it. Why is this all happening so fast? Nope, go back. I’m okay with waiting some more. I’m not ready yet. Please make it stop.
God is funny like that. His timing doesn’t always coincide with ours. And we’ve been waiting for awhile. And we’ve gotten comfortable again. The first fire that started this voyage has died back quite a bit. Don’t get me wrong, it’s still there, embers glowing, sparks flying….but the flames aren’t roaring like they were. We got too comfortable with the way things are.
So God woke us up with a free fall back into our vision. So much of a free fall, that I’m not sure I’m ready. Things went from 0 to 180 in two seconds flat. And I’m still stuck against the seat back trying to catch my breath. I don’t know what tomorrow holds. But, like Nehemiah, I am praying day and night. If this is His vision come to fruition, than my feeble soul will catch up eventually. And if this is just a way to wake us up, then so be it, let’s shake up those embers and fan the flames – I want the fire to roar again!
Please be holding us in prayer as we aim for our target and flesh out this vision. Thanks all!
Update, April 2017: This didn’t unfold quite the way we expected. But God is still moving. And, I’m excited to say that the fire is burning, steadily. Continue the voyage here.